Yasinski - Renting

 

Arnie Yasinski RENTING

This island is so much smaller

than the great Milky Way above, 

flinging off bits and bobs 

as it spirals into forever. We cling, 

trying to make a new spot ours 

for what time we have left. 

We’d like to own but only rent 

because of taxes and being too old 

for a mortgage. Since we can’t sell, 

for a Plan B, I scan Daft.ie to 

keep up with what’s available, 

having to up the maximum 

we’ll pay to find something

acceptable. Walks from here 

are good, scenic—easy jaunts

into the village, to the Forty Foot, 

People’s Park and the new library,

with Killiney Hill a bit farther.

Though Europe’s close, travel’s 

a dilemma—we’ve come so far, 

it feels as if our grip on place 

could easily be lost if we leave  

for long. The building is safe—

gates and doors locked against 

the unknown, but softer moments 

conjure a field next door, 

with horses to which I can 

feed apples, then stroke

their tender noses, and watch 

the colts run now and again.

Knowing the gardeners keep 

the shrubs and flowers neater 

than farmland, I still think

there should be a hill at the back 

of a pasture, where we can 

send the dog to nudge the sheep 

back toward us. We don’t need 

much perimeter, just a place 

to stake a claim, stroll around, 

know what is ours.


Arnie Yasinski is a retired college administrator and occasional English teacher living in Ireland. He has published a number of poems in U.S. poetry journals and recently his first collection, Proposition, in Ireland with 21st Century Renaissance. He is currently putting together a second collection.